Product Category: The Wet Cell
Date: 2012-06-05
Title: Using The Wet Cell to recover from HIV
As for this process, the biggest change I have noticed is that my I have a renewed sense of caring and vitality.
I had noticed that I would get really tired, and yet, like you said, I find myself having more energy when I get up.
I am more focused. And I am accomplishing more tasks.
I have been meditating on letting go of any old beliefs and self images that are limiting me. I have become aware that I
have a very deep-seated belief that I am flawed (very subconscious) and that I was always seeking a "fix" that would be the answer to the dark cloud that follows me. I finally about a year ago realized that there wasn't anything that needed fixing, except the belief that I needed to be fixed. LOL
So the approach I have taken when I am using the battery in conjunction with my meditation tapes is to let go of these beliefs, and return to
my real self. I don't know if that makes sense but it is my way of tipping this issue on it's side and approaching it from a healthier position.
I just was getting tired of the constant seeking, only to return back to the same issues. It is my way of adhering to my higher guidance that is telling me to "love myself". So I have decided to do that by realizing I am ok now. And I believe this machine can help me to return to that original healthy state.
But as Edgar Cayce said many times, "Mind is ever the builder". So I have been mindful of my thoughts particularly if they are taking me down negative old roads or into what I call "thinking death spirals" LOL. It is really just taking control of my mind. Running a marathon a few years ago helped me to prove that I could actually get control of my mind.
So that is the biggest change really-- I have this peace about me now. I have let go of the seeking. And I have focused on then letting go of the judgement of myself and others. Again, it was subtle, I realized it was there on a subconscious level. Now I finally get what Edgar was saying when he said to "Step aside and watch self go by". I am now cognizant of the different levels of awareness or consciousness/being.
When I become aware of a negative thought pattern that is emerging, instead of being critical of myself (another old pattern), or attempting to quickly change the thought, I now simply find the next level of awareness that is "watching/observing-- without judgement" that part of my mind making those thoughts. It is kind of a fascinating thing to have happen.
I have made so many other changes as well--changes that I never would have thought possible. I am a vegetarian+fish. I rarely drink. And I have found myself gravitating to different people. Or finding new friends gravitating towards me. I suppose it is the "vibe" we are putting out there. And, as the saying goes, "Like attracts like". I just seem to not worry at all about what is gong to happen in the next minute/hour/day/month, etc.
It's not that I don't care (like when I have had bouts of depression), it is more like a peaceful surrender.
Something that I have read about but never understood until now.
Ok, well that was rather wordy. Hopefully it made sense.
Steven
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Submitted by: Steven
Location: Los Angeles
